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Every time I feel lonely for a boyfriend, I remind myself to stay cool and value myself like a "narra" waiting for that special someone. We all deserve to be happy, but how many of us can be patient enough not to wait but for God to lead us to the right direction? Surely you might miss someone so much for now but maybe this is not the right time and God does not want you to wait but to take it easy.

To alleviate loneliness, I just think of how Sago has remained a virgin throughout her life and she will die a virgin. She has this urge to mate like all other dogs but I'm worried about her puppies which I am accountable for. I don't know if she understands I don't have the money to spay her. Besides, like humans, dogs also have STDs. 

Yes, I'm also human and I occasionally miss a guy. What I do is that I just look at his photos and pray that he is always safe and sound.

Novelty

Yesterday, I decided to try Conti's coffee sylvanas and baked macaroni. Aside from that, I also had my hair trimmed. That's right. Trimmed and not shaven. I no longer sport a shaven head but a barber's cut. Not only am I sporting a new haircut but I likewise changed my hair stylist.

Considering I live on a meager allowance because I don't have a job, the sylvanas and baked macaroni were a little heavy on the pocket. However, no one knows how love we'll live and we age faster than we could imagine. Moreover, my routine never changes day in and day out that I sometimes scrimp on myself. 

I'm saving up for a new laptop and mobile phone since the speakers of these gadgets are not working at par, making it hard for me to watch YouTube and Netflix. However, I told myself I will control my spending from this day on and stick to a budget. As for novelty, I could always blog/vlog as an outlet for creative expression.

As for Sago, she's getting a little paranoid with people thinking strangers will butcher her so we don't walk very far. Sago by instinct is wary of strangers that's why she was so stressed before when she would stay outdoors, hardly eating anything and would shed a lot.